I used to make long speeches to you after you left
I used to talk to you all the time, even though I was alone
I walked around for months talking to you
And now I don't know what to say
It was easier when I just imagined you
I even imagined you talking back to me
We'd have long conversations, the two of us
It was almost like you were there
I could hear you, I could see you, smell you
I could hear your voice
Sometimes your voice would wake me up
And would wake me up in the middle of the night
Just like you were in the room with me
Then it slowly faded
I couldn't picture you anymore
I tried to talk out loud to you like I used to
But there was nothing there
I couldn't hear you
And then I just gave it up
Everything stopped
You just disappeared
You just disappeared
