"I like the rain. I like to watch the water run down the window. It always calms me down. I don't think about anything, I just watch the rain. I'm not attached to anything any more. I don't depend on anyone. I am going to leave. Because nothing is stable here. I can't trust anyone. I know that I'm alone. I know it well. But I can't give up and I won't give up.
Big city crowds will applaud me.
I will be a winner.
I don't let others drag me down.
One must return to beauty. Rediscover life again. The joy of great things. The taste of victory and success.
And that's where you've failed.
Because you've given up. You've killed the love and decency in yourself. You'll come to a bad end. Because one cannot live without love and decency."
Damnation, Bela Tarr
